my feeling

sometimes
i just want to tell out my feeling
but who can i tell ?
you ? you ?? or you ???

when i tell you all my true words
you had answers me that felt very touching

got people say me that i wanna chase other guy
OMG!!!
when i have did that ?!
why myself also dont know ?!
i didnt even sms and on the phone with others!!!

you...say you cant trust me anymore
how was my feeling ?
i'm PAIN!!!
i hope that can hold tight the blade and cut my hand straightly
let all the pain run out from my heart

you know ?
when you told me that
i.......really very pain and unhappy
why ?
why you want like that ?
just because 1 thing , you dont want trust me

i know
i'm not good enough to you
however i did , i said , also not good enough

i just want to know
why?
why everytime when i should angry , you will angry me back ?
nevermind...
i will tam back you even i'm sad , even i'm crying , even i'm angry
i cant lost you you know ?
if you dont like to do all this
i will do all this to you
just because i too love you
i dont want our love get any hurt
i want protect it
i want it forever
I WANT!!!!!!!!!!!

i dont know i still can write out what anymore
i just feel...wanna cry till non-stop
just for you
i....i.....whatever!!!!!!!!

i just wanna LOVE YOU!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!